So I asked myself, how did Jesus and the disciples prepare for big moments? (This would've been a good moment to be wearing a WWJD bracelet, Katie, we should acquire some of those) Almost every time, without fail, they went away to be alone and pray.
Luke 5:16: "But Jesus often withdrew to lonely places and prayed."
How often do we fail to prepare our hearts through prayer?
One of my favorite quotes lately has been: "have you prayed about it as much as you've worried and complained about it?"
The best and only answer to our worries, thoughts, preparation, and anxieties should be prayer. We could study up on surgeries, read and research Nigeria, the muslim faith, the culture, and the history until we're exhausted, but will any of that prepare us like prayer will? This isn't an excuse for us to be lazy and head out on our mission totally unprepared from a research standpoint, but it is so comforting to know that we don't have to have all the answers.
Christ uses the weakest vessels at the toughest times in their lives to manifest His glory and His love. If he needed a powerful ruler to carry out His plan, he wouldn't be God. His power is perfected in our weaknesses. My own power will not save people, Christ moving in their heart alone will save them. My role is merely to plant seeds and guide them when their hearts are open to hear.
2 Corinthians 12:9: "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore, I will boast all the more glad about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may work through me.
For the sake of time, I'll break it down.
- Get away and pray. Communication with God keeps you in tune with His almighty plan and keeps your heart and mind sensitive to the Holy Spirit's whispers. Set aside serious time to do it (just give God your full attention, it doesn't have to be 45 minutes straight), and save the rifle shot prayers for random daytime moments.
- Trust that God has all the answers, and it's ok if you don't. "Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways, acknowledge Him, and He will make your path straight." - Proverbs 3: 5-6
- My desires and comfort matter very little. I am part of the body of Christ, not the Savior of the world, and I alone can do only what Christ does through me. No matter the struggle, Christ has been through worse, and I gladly put myself at the mercy of the one who saved me.
18 days! Be in prayer, everything else will work itself out.
With great love, Kaitlyn and Katie.
